Oh man! You really summed up a lot of my feelings! As I was putting my daughter to bed last night I was awash in anxiety not knowing what the future holds for my daughter. I have a few years to figure it all out right now, but schooling is a conundrum to me. I am not happy with certain things going on right now with our public schools, not that Louisiana is exactly known for its high standards in education, but there are some things that I just vehemently disagree with. There are some other options available to us, but like I said...we have a couple of years to figure it out.Great to see you pop in the Journals Don!
Our son was born in May 2020, and I have a constant ebb and flow of emotions around raising him during these wild times. There were a ton of things that I feel like he missed out on during the first 18 months of his life, things I feel like I didn't get to experience with him, and I worry about his future more than I think I would of pre-Covid. That said, there were also things that resulted from Covid that changed my work schedule and as a result, I was able to experience things I never would have since I would have gotten maybe 30 minutes per day during the work week with him before bed.
As with most things in life, there are always going to be pluses and minuses. It's always easy for me to dwell more on the minuses, but working to recognize the pluses has helped my mental wellbeing immensely the past 20 or so months.
On a much lighter note, love the Hot Apple Cider set, went through a tub of it years ago and it's just perfect for this time of year. Bic CPs were one of the first blades I ever used way back in 2013 and I had tossed them as "bad blades" due to bad results. I retried them a few years ago and realized I actually enjoyed them quite a bit and they obviously had suffered from my lack of experience at the time. It caused me to revisit many blades I had previously binned as "bad" in the earlier days to see if they truly were not good performers for me or if it was just my technique that needed better honing back then!
Right now I am at that stage where I only see my daughter for an hour or so before bed. Sometimes less. It's hard, I mean really hard! I have to keep reminding myself that I am working for her. That said if I ever got the opportunity to quit my job, work from home, or change my hours so I could be with Amelie more...In a heartbeat.
This is sound advice and something I really needed to hear right now.As with most things in life, there are always going to be pluses and minuses. It's always easy for me to dwell more on the minuses, but working to recognize the pluses has helped my mental wellbeing immensely the past 20 or so months.
Thanks so much for reading and commenting.